It seems such a simple idea, to trust. So simple a concept. But this life is built on it. Without it, you have nothing.
To live without is such anathema to me. And to have it broken time again gives me such an ache. But I cannot do without, it is everything, so I continue.
The failures make me sad for a time, I wonder at why some act as they do, closed to the best part of the world. But the successes, they make me feel I was placed on the right planet after all. That makes me smile.